Take care, Je

29 June 2008
Woke up every hour, it's not comfortable sleeping on a sofa. It's 5.30 am, it's time to wake everyone up. Everyone was prepared. I decided to take a bath and it's cold in such a place that surrounded by mountain. Some hot coffee helped me out with that. It's 7.00 am, everything was packed up and we checked out. There were another 5 or 6 cars from KL and Penang, packing stuff. Obviously they are also going to University. 7.45am, reached. Ah Je (sister in hokien) queue up in Tradewinds (one of the name of hostel in UUM, others were called Proton, TNB, Maybank). Saw a few pretty girls out there but they just a bit too old for me. Waited for few hours to complete the registration thing and get the hostel key. It was a girl hostel, guys are not allowed to enter but since today is just the orientation day, so I was allowed to enter. Haha. Went into a girl hostel! Syoknya. Mum helped sister to clean the thing and set up. Forgot to mention, it's a room with 3 bed means, 3 people staying in each room, 2 bed was together means 1 up and 1 down while another 1 is solo. Ah Je picked up the solo 1. Cleaning go on, and her new friend Pei Jun (leng lui) from Penang was just stayed opposite her, Ah Je was glad. I'm shocked when I saw the girl that her cupboard only got white or black shirts and dress. Then we went to the mall nearby to buy extra things for sis. When we came back, there's one girl came in. Her name was Wan Hui, another leng lui, she from Johor, impressed by her that holding 2 bags alone take bus from Johor to Kedah, almost 10 hours. She just a very strong girl. Sis borrowed her something to clean up. I think she is friendly since she always smiled at me.

Not long later, the last roomate of sister came in. She was a super duper leng lui, she looks like those super star. Haha. But she quite cool. Her family members were with her, her sister was a tomb quite cool, climb up and down to help her sister. And clearly saw her sister face turned black when she have no choice but to use the remain cupboard and bed. However, not long later got to talk to her. Her name was Ee Lin. From Penang, her hokkien own me. Damn fluent. I realized she had two earrings per ear.

Around 1.45 pm, sister have to go meeting while we have to leave. Last few photos took. The last hug between mum and sis. Mum dropped few tears. Although she always scold Ah Je, I know she can't really leave her alone easily. Me? Not much sad feeling. But just hope she'll be all right there. Ah Je, all the best and good luck. Jia You.

Later, we stop @ Butterworth for lunch, then hometown for dinner. Then back home. It was a 7 hours journey. Near Kangsar had a serious traffic jam. For this 2 days, thanks her for accompany me and sms with me so I'm not that boring. It's like about 100 plus sms in 2 days. Just never thought she will be that good. I mean like not everyone can sms with people especially when she eating and shopping. Just really appreciate. Thank you.

The day before we say goodbye

28 June 2008 Saturday

Woke up early in the morning, 5.30am. Last night slept at 2.00am. not even 4 hours of sleeping. Waited 2 hours for sister to settle everything. Finally it's time to depart. Went Damansara for Dim Sums as breakfasts. 8 O'clock was on highway. Travel on a highway that had been traveled uncountable times, but this time with a more special mood. Reached hometown, Bidor picked up grandpa. He wanted to go along, so just followed. Traveled past through Penang and went into Kedah. First time we been here. But didn't worry, believe we wouldn't lost because I'm there. Mum asked me to call the hotel to ask where it is because Kedah seems to only have paddy fields and wooden houses. Everyone was shocked when I just drop down the address. Daddy shouted :" Whether I know where's Jitra and the Hotel is. With the confidence I had, I said yes, I'm sure because I just saw the road sign where it's just few km to go. Then father followed my instruction came to a town called Jitra. Surprisingly there are quite a number of Chinese shops here. I asked a few Chinese guy, they seem to be surprised, they didn't understand my question in English, I decided to ask in Chinese, they answered in a weird style of Chinese. I decided to use Hokien and it works. So I concluded Kedah's Chinese are superb good in Hokien.

Then we reached Darul Aman Suite, our hotel by following the instruction. Met a few pretty girls and they were going to the U too. Same with sister. Later had lunch in a Chinese Kopitiam. Everything just seem to be weird. A chicken rice seller that used to be an elder man or lady in KL but not in this kopitiam. It's a beautiful young girl around 170cm, thin girl that be a chicken rice seller. Had a few talks to her, obviously not to ask her hand phone number but just to understand few things. I think she just a few years older, from her face , her attitude and those actions that played with children there. but her Hokien just a lot more better than me. The way she spoke, the accent are totally different from our KL style of Hokien which mixed with English, malay, Chinese or even hakka. She just seem to be simple, no cosmetic on her face, just some pretty smiles, but that was just enough for KL guys to dream to bring her to KL. And the Wantan Mee here seem to be a lot more different. They using Maggie Mee as the mee, while the Charsiew look more pinkish than it was in KL. Later then I realized not much pork in Kedah. Some of the road signs here even use Jawi to write means it's an I-state. ( if you don't know what's I-state, plus a slam behind I. Then you'll know) Then we rest in the hotel. Being an adventurous boy, as usual I never sitting or sleeping in room. But I brought sister to walk around. There's a golf court, swimming pool, gymnasium and much more. At 6.30pm, after everyone took bath. We went on to search for the UUM to know how it was and exactly where the place to stay and study in the U.

It was a huge compound for this University. I think it's a nice environment, with mountains and trees. There are a huge garden in the school that 3 to 4 times bigger than Taman Jaya. There's about 5 football fields, then another few futsal, a go-kart course, a mall, a few bank, and then student hostels and the buildings for different courses. By 7.30 we left and had dinner at Changlun. We were looking for Chinese restaurant, I guess here will be one, and it proved I'm right. Grandpa was impressed and he asked Daddy whether I came Kedah before, and I didn't perhaps if I did, I must had did it in my dream. The rice in the restaurant are superb nice. It's not the usual smell of rice, you can smell that it's delicious. Later I asked the aunty, she said Changlun is a places came out rice so the rice here are similar as those Siam rice which are much nicer and delicious. We ate a fish, chicken, mixed vegetable, fried mee hun and a soup. It's only 57. In Kl it might had been 100 or at least 80 plus. Things in Kedah is superb cheap, even a Semi-D cost only 300k plus.

Then we went back to Jitra and went to a mall called Yayasan Mall. It's not like those Midvalley or Pavillion, basically it's just a supermarket that's bigger. So we had the last shopping to buy all things needed for sis to go into U. After that we went back to hotel and rest. For being the most good boy, I didn't slept on bed (caused there's only 2 bed in a room, where we got 2 room and 5 people.) So grandpa and daddy slept on bed, while I slept on the sofa.

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爱很简单

期待因为可以见到爱的人
开心因为爱的人幸福快乐
冲动因为太想保护爱的人
生气因为爱的人不信任你
无奈因为无法再彼此相爱
紧张因为怕爱人受到伤害
自责因为没有保护好爱人
流泪因为爱 的人不明白你
痛心因为爱的人伤心难过

爱其实很简单, 爱其实并不难. 只要真诚的心, 多复杂的情绪都只不过是因爱的简单和伟大. 深夜里的想念, 春天后的眷恋, 无法忘怀的爱. 有你, 有我, 对你说声我爱你!

Feel warm in this world

Monday 23 June 2008
Today is a nice day. A lot teacher still giving us free doing whatever you want. So some singing and chit-chatting happened in my corner there. Although not really much talked to they all, but at least can still feel the link there. Went home earlier because no 10th period. Chased bus with few neighbors who studied in Form 4. It's like we the only 3 Chs-sian came out earlier and saw a bus passed buy. So we stopped it and ran towards it. I know these guys because I was their senior since primary school. they are so friendly yet funny. I just feel warm when together with them at least there will never be a real argument there, never.

Tuesday 24 June 2008
Today, had music lesson with Jie Yi in class. We decided the following themes for following day , Choon Lim and Edmund joined too. After school went movie with Chun Chee, Ren Hong, Hui Yee, Jun Mun and Cindy. It was a funny journey since we started to find a bus. Chun Chee and Ren Hong keep discussing about their Ideal girl. Jun Mun and Cindy kept chatting while Hui Yee gesaing us to be faster so we will be faster. Then reached bus stop, got one uncle asked what school we from and talked a lot things. One word conclude everything - weird. We are too late for Kungfu Panda so have to watch get smart. It's a funny movie. Quite dramatic for the storyline. My Idol became a bad guy at the end. Came home late. Mum never scold me, besides she was worried about me and bought whole lot of food for me to eat. So damn warm, it's like the most lovely and warm day for me to had before.

Wednesday 25 June 2008
Ok. We had no PJPK class today although Michael is still alive. (He did shout it loud that as long as he lived we'll have PJPK.) Then it's quite bored today. Jie Yi be moody after Michael scold her mostly because I made it. Sorry~~~. Today have no 10 period, but didn't go home just to wait for the Yee Sook to ask whther he going to bowl. The answer is not. So I had the walk to the bus stop. Walked with Yan. She seems o be sad. Had some talk with her. Doesn't think it helps but still it's part of a truth heart.

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希望你没有看到这篇东西的机会. 因为这时候可能我已经不在理睬你, 又或者是你很生气的时候.

你又因为看别人脸色而不开心了吗? 看开点啦. 很多时候, 朋友都是互相礼让, 只是有时候人自私了一点, 忘了别人的退让. 你就开心点, 记得我对你说过世上没有人没有谁不能过日子. 记得, 跟随自己的心最重要.

又谁讲错话了惹你生气吗? 不要太理别人意见啦. 因为有些人就是废废的. 等下, 气到你皱纹跑出来, 就不漂亮, 做不到少奶奶了.

跟你讲个笑话, 为什么penguin的肚子那么白, 背后却那么黑?



因为它手短, 洗到前面, 洗不到背后.




3分熟的牛肉遇到7分熟的牛肉没有打招呼?



因为它们都不熟.



不要生气了啦. 笑一个.

Happy Go Lucky?!

Saturday, 21 June 2008
Was happy, somehow some negative things still managed to happen. By 8 O'clock, Daddy still haven't back. I knew he must be drinking with his clients now. But he call back and say he coming back soon. But he didn't, not even when 10. Mum had went to eat herself. After she came back, dad still haven't back. Later Daddy came back. And he was drunk and he don't want to eat. SO now I had a drunken Daddy with his reason and a angry Mummy with her reason as well. So only me and sister go eat. We had a lot to chat. I had try to console sister. I always played this role. I seem to be the calmest person in family. they always came and ask my opinions for every things, for the subjects that Sister going to take, for the way Mummy should spend the money she got, the way Daddy should settle the problems. I don't know since when I had been the support for this family. As time goes by, I go silent and more silent. I felt worry and scared for each and every words that I say, it does bring an impact to my family. I had to prepared myself well for things so that things wouldn't get messed up. I started to feel proud of myself being arrogant but am I that good. Now do felt a bit angry for both parents. But whole family is now on my shoulder. Imagine 4 posts in a house, 3 dropped left one. If that one cracks before the other 3 got repaired, what will happened. So i try my best to hold myself on.

On our way back, someone blocked our car from exit. So I asked sister to horn. That guy went bank. And got 2 Indians ask us to horn then later I say it's ok. I know who the owner already. Then they ride motorcycle and left. Not long later, the owner of the car when out. But got 1 Indian asked me did I saw his motorcycle. I said no. He told me it's actually parked beside my sister's car. (So the 2 Indians took his motorcycle away since it's the only motorcycle there.) But the Indian uncle described it's as a 3 wheels motorcycle and he kept repeat that but the motorcycle I saw is 2 wheel and somehow I saw that guy got key to start engine, and they got 2 helmets. I couldn't bare anything so I said I didn't see. I'm tired enough. I don't hope anything else would happened. I don't want to go police station or like got in trap like 3 of them are actually pakat so that I'll have to pay them because I saw someone stole motorcycle but never stoop him and I might been one of them. I asked my sister to go as fast as possible and don't tell mum and dad where we eat and what happened. Sister said that just right.

Reach home. Dad slept. Woke him up and ask him eat while I tried to chat with mum to make her happier. And I think I do have some success but still have to see situation tomorrow.
Just try be happy.

Happy Go Lucky?! I think so.

逐被遗忘的好声音-张智成

张智成, 马来西亚男歌手。你还记得他吗? <<凌晨3点钟>>和May I Love You的原唱者。的确他以有2年多没发专辑了。

智成出道7年了。1999年, 他的首张单曲「声音」获马来西亚第五台“我们的排行榜”5周冠军, 同一首单曲在2000年获得马来西亚第六届“娱协奖”本地十大原创金曲及最佳新人奖〈铜奖〉。之后他加盟 Music 4 nothing.com音乐网站，于网路上推出第二首单曲<<不夜城>> 。<<不夜城>> 开始奠定张智成为大马R&B情歌王子。凭这首歌荣获马来西亚第五台“我们的排行榜”7周冠军, 荣登马来西亚三台2000年度二十大金曲, 更荣获2001年“南洋十大颁奖典礼”最佳作曲、最佳编曲 。张智成个人获“南洋十大颁奖典礼”全年表现大跃进奖, 并于10月 担任《亚洲旋律》(Rentak Asia)的表演嘉宾和《亚洲娱乐庆典2000》 (Efest 2000) 表演嘉宾。2001年, 第三首单曲「保持连络」获马来西亚第五台“我们的排行榜”双周冠军 。于同年九月份加盟马来西亚华研唱片，尚未推出专辑，已获歌迷支持，成立『智成一家』歌友会。发行在马来西亚首张国语专辑『名字』 。获得“My FM至尊流行榜”；“丽的989精彩声势排行榜”； “I-Vote全球网路流行乐排行榜”； “I - Vote十大网络风行碟”“红人金曲榜”各项排行冠军(共有4首冠军单曲)。 2002年, 张智成冲出海外, 成为当时第一位冲出海外的新生代歌手。2002年7月5日 智成首张个人专辑在台湾发行，《may i love you？》发片首周就闯入了台湾风云榜第七名, 发片不到一个月, 销售量超过五万张，荣获台湾风云 榜暑假销售最好的新人，华研为智成举办了一个五万张的庆功宴, 并且推出了加值精装版.智成并於马来西亚两年一度的娱协奖，荣获了两项大奖 - 十大原创金曲及最佳演绎奖。2003年智成的最新专辑，凌晨三点钟发行，首批除了附赠VCD，还加赠马来西亚的第一张单曲 不夜城，还有和小美江美琪合唱的爱情。第十四届金曲奖公布，智成以《May I Love You》专辑入围 最佳新人奖。智成 在第十五届南洋十大歌星颁奖典礼上 勇夺十大歌星 ， 最佳金曲--忘年 ，最佳编曲--不夜城2001版。12月, 智成个人担岗 制作人，突破许多限制的专辑 Listen to me专辑，发行。 2004年7月, 充满回忆的智成精选集发行，save Z 专辑里头，四首新歌和十六首精选，包含智成第一个单曲声音，和不夜城 原版。 发片首周登上亚洲风云排行榜冠军，发片十天，首批两万张销售一空。 2004年7月31日, 张智成第一场个人演唱会在台北渔人码头举行！ 火爆空前！ 总发行7张专辑, <<名字>>, May I Love You, <<凌晨三点钟>>, Listen To Me, <<蒐藏张智成>>, <<快乐>>, <<爱情树>>。

张智成以他个人独特的嗓音, 干净清脆且感情丰富。加上, 张智成在R&B上的过人掌握, 充分使用漂亮的转假音, 更能把转音运用自如。感情丰富, 技巧出色, 模仿到的人少之又少。他的歌唱技巧无可置疑, 曾获专业音乐人包小松和小珀称赞转音技巧干净利落, 唯李玖哲可以媲美。

无奈一把好声音, 因为合约关系, 而被冻结。但两年过去了, 还有人唱着他的歌。他要回来了, 张智成, 支持他, 支持本地音乐, 好声音不应该被埋没。

Start from Zero 从零开始

Start from zero, this was my thought during my way home today. Raining day, the road is wet, atmosphere is cold, made me feel calm and relax. Few things start to come into my mind, my life, my previous, my future, is it life a cruel thing? And lot’s more came into my brain. I think I’ll write it out in Chinese.

雨天总是让我想很多, 或许雨水是惆怅的吧。回想了和朋友们在班上的谈话, 对于生活, 对于政治和未来。得到的是许许多多残酷的现实, 难道世界都是灰色的? 小时后的缤纷色彩是童话, 是假象? 我的未来呢? 想我想的那样子吗? 我真的比同年龄的朋友来得更成熟和更有知识吗? 这一段距离大吗? 足够让我比他们成功? 我找不到答案, 因为这些问题都没有答案。直到我们死前的那一刻, 这些问题可能才被解答。我根本不需要去想那么多, 这一秒的我肯定不是上一秒的我, 下一秒的我更不是这一秒的我。事情总在改变, 或许变得更好, 或许变坏。这其中带来的影响是无法预计, 但这两者的发生的导因可能就只有一线之差。那就是我们的想法和观念。或许对很多人来说, 人与人之间的想法差异是被成长环境影响的, 但其实人的想法不停在变。同样的一条回家路, 在不同时间, 不同车辆甚至不同天气, 就带给我不同的想法。我们容易因别人一句话改变自己, 不知不觉我们就慢慢遗失了自己, 随波逐流, 人云亦云。做着别人想要做的事, 改变了自己的当初有的想法和理想。这样的改变往往让人堕落, 让人沉沦像每人拉的风筝越飞越远, 越飞越底。或许很难相信想法真的那么重要吗? 一个人的想象力和想法很重要, 每个人都有自己独特见解, 这个见解是独一无二, 但却因为迁就, 懦弱它们不见了换来却是内心苦苦挣扎,后悔, 痛苦难过。你有试过很想做一样东西, 却因为有其他东西做而放弃了吗? 因为别人一句话令你做你不想做的东西, 而后来很后悔, 想重来吗? 人就是这样迷失了, 一味的迁就, 一味的守护却不知自己已经靠向脆弱。

你又是否影响过别人, 明明喜欢却说不喜欢, 一向来不好却一直说不错。我们不知不觉用言语, 用自身想法迫使别人接受我们。那是我们过于自大还是能力太强? 到最后其实是因为我们背负了不必要的面子, 为了保住它, 说出一些编造出来的道理, 却没想到会影响某个人。人与人有一定的感染力, 只要是正面且发自内心, 那么他是好的。有试过听人唱歌, 不知不觉跟着哼唱? 试过看人跳舞, 突然间很想跳? 这就是感染力。

我也曾在很长时间活在别人的影子下, 终于在前阵子解脱了, 一切从零开始。今天的一场大雨, 让很多人等雨停了才走。而我却为书包包上套子, 便开始跑回家了, 不在乎别人看法, 不害怕妈妈的责备, 因为我决定了。我相信自己有判断能力和做对的事。在这个约1公里的路, 雨水打在我脸, 风迎面吹来, 很凉, 我依然疯狂跑着, 这时我笑了…I had been lived someone else’s life, finally managed to get through it, and now everything start from zero. Today’s heavy rain caused a lot people waiting at the bus stop. I put on the rain cover on my bag, and I started to run back home. I had forgot to care who’s there and what might they thinking about me, I even don’t care that my mum may scold me because I decided to do so. I believe I’m big enough to decide what I’m doing and I believed it’s something correct. On my way home that about 1km, the rain and wind make me feel cold, but I’m still running, I smiled happily this time…

因为我不只听到雨水声, 我还听见了自己心跳, 那个属于自己且真实的心跳。
Because it’s not only the rain, but I heard my heartbeat for the very first time, it’s mine and yet so true to me.

希望我可以感染你, 一起加油, 找寻自我, 跨越障碍。
Hope that I can inspired you, work together, find the true reality of ourselves, and overcome everything.

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希望你没有看到这篇东西的机会. 因为这时候可能我已经不在理睬你, 又或者是你很伤心的时候.

你又因为看别人脸色而不开心了吗? 看开点啦. 很多时候, 朋友都是互相礼让, 只是有时候人自私了一点, 忘了别人的退让. 你就开心点, 记得我对你说过世上没有人没有谁不能过日子. 记得, 跟随自己的心最重要.

不开心因为考试成绩不理想? 努力了就好. 不要这么大压力, 我心里面真的没有在笑你比我差. 真的没有.

不知道你会不会有出乎意料的伤心. 跟你讲几个笑话好了. 你如果看到这篇东西会有什么感觉.

A 和 C, 谁比较高?


C 啦. 因为A比(B)C底(D).

我很容易得到女子的心, 那么你是在告诉我你不是女的?!

有个渔夫抓到一条犹鱼, 渔夫就说如果你能答对问题, 那么就放过你. 犹鱼就大喊:" 考我, 考我!!!" 所以, 它便被烤焦了.


开心点. 事情没什么大不了. 加油!!!

Crazy is art of life.

Today is 20 June 2008 (Friday), first day after exam. As usual, a lot people skipped but I didn’t. As usual lot teachers absent included Mr. Michael and Puan Yap, had been chat with friends Jason, Jun Mun, Jaywvin, Chun Chee, Choon Lim for the day. We were actually played games before physics. The efficient Madam Sim had again becoming the first teacher to give the paper and marks. Not going to compare mine with others but at least I felt glad for my marks. I didn’t prepare well and I deserved the low marks. Anyway, I managed to get a pass prevented I been failed for second consecutive time.

I got 51 not really proud of that but this reminds me to work hard, a real work hard. Then we started chit-chatting after recess. From ghost stories to joke and politics and much more. What makes my day more especial is what happened during English period. Madam Vivian asked us to find out what our strength and weakness in our essay in order to add marks or else marks deducted. But this not my main point. During the time they gave back paper, I didn’t get my paper back. Then I decided to go and ask the teacher whether she marked mine or not. She did, but she didn’t even try to help me find out instead teasing me and saying that I had a secret admirer. So I have to walk around classroom asking each and everyone had you saw my paper. What made me felt a bit angry are there are people that don’t even bother to give a damn check before they denying anything. I felt thanks to those who really tried to find out where my paper is or whether they took my papers. But you know when I asked everyone in class, not even a single person took it means my paper went missing or I should call it evaporated. Somehow it exists again. Someone had mistaken it; probably the paper came from the side that I asked. I don’t even want to find out who took it. I scared I’ll hate he/she. SO let’s just keep it unknown for god’s sake or for my health.

Then after school, me, Jia Jian and Zhen Yoong went eat rice. Really felt better after joke with them. Really forgot what happened. Then it’s tuition time. On my way back home sitting on public bus, rain starts coming down. The whole thing makes me think a lot during whole way back home. I am going to tell this in the coming post.

Then I ran home from Sunway under rain. It’s about 6 or more weeks since my last sport action. It was so fun, I covered beg with rain cover and it’s not heavy so I decided to run home. I didn’t stop for whole way not even on the junction. It’s like so crazy! I don’t even care anyone there or what they might think a crazy person running on street. I just ran. The rain on my face, the wind blow everything is just so cold and I relaxed, first time since long time ago. When I reached home, mum was washing floors and she saw me running home. She like: “Boy, you are so crazy.” I answered: “No……ar…… Tuition start earlier so end……earlier …So I take bus……and it rains…I scred got cold……so run…lar.” Haha why I spoke like few words by few words because… I exhausted. Haha. Crazy day ended this way.

Life still go on

Exam is over. I can't say I'm glad because the exam is very tough for me. Anyway, in this period I finally found what I want. There's lot things more important than money included knowledges and the proud feeling for having good results. Yeah, at least I think so.

Back to this week, a lot things had happened around me this week.

Monday, 16 of June 2008
Daddy's birthday. Not much celebration. Everyone seem to be busy with their own work. Anyway, the unity of family is most important for him and each of everyone from this family.

Wednesday, 18 June 2008
Today, sister knew her entry to the university. She was going to UUM in Kedah. Not much time left for me and her to play together and chat. Finally I have to face the lone son role in family. She always thought I'm better than her smarter, she like to compare me and her. Sometimes her words sound a bit insulting and brought pressure to me. Anything she still my sister. All the best to her in her U-life.

Thursday, 20 June 2008
Today, was the last day of exam. Guess what? The biggest leakage of question happens on this very last paper, that's Biology Paper 3. An innocent teacher opened question paper and a kind student helped him to check and yeah the kind boy told his friends how to do well in this exam. So life is unexpected, isn't it? When everyone thought no mood for study and it must be a dead paper somehow everyone survived.

So this sum out for my week. Tomorrow will still going school, not going to skip school, this what i promised and I have to follow it with a happy and easy mood.

专辑点评: 杨宗纬 <<鸽子>>

杨宗纬于<<超级星光大道>>比赛因其独特哭腔和报假年龄而迅速爆红。虽然出道以来便被许多是是非非缠绕着加上经常被拿来和冠军林宥嘉及pk魔王萧敬腾比较, 杨宗纬还是在去年年底成功发片首张个人专辑<<鸽子>>。 恭喜恭喜。

<<鸽子>>收录了11首全新创作。 制作团队可说是天王级的阵容包括著名音乐人黄韵玲, 李伟菘, Jim Lee (陈奕迅御用写词人), 林迈可(钢琴编曲高手), 何厚华(台湾著名作词人) , 创作歌手如阿信(五月天), 蔡健雅, 周佳佑, 萧煌奇, 周传雄, 陶晶莹, 姚若龙, 易家扬。 第一首歌曲<<鸽子>> 洋溢着幸福的气息是给宗纬的歌迷 (称为 “鸽迷”)。 第二首歌曲<<让>>, 由盲人歌手萧煌奇作曲, 姚若龙填词。 杨宗纬唱出了小男人的悲哀, 想让爱人自由, 却又想让她留在身边, 最后落的分手收场的悲。 <>是首半快歌, 更像首给予安慰疗伤的歌。 <<幸福的风>>轻快不起来, 是专辑中唯一的遗憾。 <<洋葱>>又一首ktv必点歌曲, 歌曲有一定难度, 转音及音准方面需一定实力, 也显现杨宗纬过人的实力。 <<重来好不好>>, <<谁会改变我>>,<<存爱>>和<<回忆沙漠>>都是水准之作, 充分展现杨宗纬个人音色及其必杀技-哭腔。 <<对爱渴望>>杨宗纬唱出有别以往的性感, 而且满有轻快小品的感觉。 杨宗纬首次创作歌词“你看”真实剖析自我内心世界。 这张专辑以一位新人乃至歌手, 都超过应有标准, 是张好专辑。

评分:
专辑设计: 4.0/5
收录歌曲:3.5/5
制作用心:4.5/5
歌唱技巧:4.0/5
情感指数:4.0/5
总分: 20分

终结: 杨宗纬 <<鸽子>>物超所值。

A note to myself:The SHAME that I CAN't and NEVER Forget!!!

11 June 2008, I promised I’ll never forget this shame. Yesterday during preparation for Bio, I knew I could never do it. There is too much for me to complete. I felt panic and start to vomit. I really feel pressure; first time had this kind of feeling for exam. I mean it’s like I start thinking can I don’t go to school tomorrow. Every time I try concentrate I felt scared there’s too much things for me to memorize. At last I told mum, mum said I not prepared well in holidays, I think this is true, I don’t know Bio is on this week I prepared a bit Chemistry, Sejarah and physics, a bit BC and Maths during holidays. But not Biology and Add maths. So I do what Mum asked me slept earlier. Come to school, everyone like discussing they can’t finish the revision. Somehow in my class people keep discussing and throw up terms that I don’t know at all. Then in the whole paper, I was so scared and worry. I have few structure questions that I know answers but others I really don’t know what’s that at all. Come to essay part, I don’t even remember the digestive thing and the defense mechanism against pathogens. I didn’t write well.

Come to add maths, I didn’t study well. I don’t know how to do vector and those graph things. I missed out a lot questions. On the way back home sitting on bus, first time that I don’t even can closed my eyes. I had these papers in my mind. I had a feel that I felt ashamed and I feel like crying, really first time I felt like crying for exam, I didn’t do it on bus. But I think this time exam was a big stunned for me. I don’t remember which paper I’m confident that can score. This really much me to the worst situation I had thought. I felt so disappoint to myself. I think I just disappoint mum and other people that love me. I’m so damn frustrated. I’ll remember this feeling, this shame and the few drops of tears I dropped in my room.

I brought all these shame to myself and I had to be the one who bring them away or else they will just keep repeating. I’ll try my best to study for the remaining subjects. But I know it wouldn’t be too good. After exam no relaxes, I have to start the real study since I had not do that so. I had lost my right to be freedom, doing whatever I want like not going tuition, watching football and entertainments. My mum never say so, no one say so, I even still have the ability to control myself, but I know that myself with this time exam, I lost the right for doing whatever I want, I lost it to myself, so I should be restricted in a lot things. I ponder to myself few questions, am I became stupid and can’t absorb? Am I too confident? Am I too relaxes for exam? Is it the teachers can’t teach well? It’s my school not that good? I had influenced by my friends? I can’t give you a damn sure answer for these to myself, but I just have to do 1 thing for this- change myself. I’ll do whatever it takes to bring my heart back on study. I know I lost it for money or for girls. But I really will pull it back. I finally know what money can’t buy? The answer I need for exam and the proud feeing for being someone had good result. I’ll never let this shame and feeling back to me again!!! I promised not only to me but for mum and people that love me mostly papa and mama. Another thing I have to do is forget whatever people say like “don’t have to study so early” “don’t worry, you good enough” “SPM very easy only” Only myself know how good am I, so far very far than the word “good” and being the one don’t have to worry for SPM. Be strong, Chun Hui.

Stay and keep fighting! The road is still long, you just losing now but don’t lose until the end. I believe you can do so much better than this!!!

Favourite Jazz Singer- Michael Buble

Easy, relax yet sexy. This what described Jazz. If you like Jazz, probably you should like him- Michael Buble, a singer from Canada. Michael Buble well-known with his nice vocal. The sexy tone, his accent for each and every words seems hard for an Asian singer to do the same thing as he did.

His first album titled with his name "Michael Buble" in 2003 had knocked into top 10 album in UK,Australia and Canada. Then," Come fly with me" in 2004 was listed in Billboard music video charts. However, he only reached commercial success in US in 2005 with his album "It's time". This year, his third album "Call Me Irresponsible" has sold over 12 million albums. "Everything" from that album reaching success on the adult contempory charts. He also got 2 Grammy nominations.

His new CD, which he calls “my remark on the state of love,” contains a depth of feeling that will surprise and delight long-term fans and impress those new to his music. He probably did it very well. His third album might be the best album from him for now. The 9th song in this album "Everything" could be the best song he ever sang. I like this song.

Buble caught my attention because he is a male singer from Europe that sing jazz while most of the others singing rock&roll, R&B, or maybe soft songs like James Blunt etc. But I prefer those soft and relax songs sang by Buble. Like what I said he did certain things that Asian singers can't do. It's the style, the flavor and the type of jazz. It's soft but yet some hard feel in it. It's take a lot of skill like the way you sang words by words, sentences by sentences but different feel in different words. Making the last note of each sentence being smooth and a bit curve.A bit like blues. Buble sang it extremely well. It make people feel light and easy, and not forget to say its sexy. "Everything" could be a very good evidence for it but personally I still prefer the 5th song in his "It's time" that's the "Home". It really give you a kind of feel that walking on a beautiful street in another country but you miss home and you are going home.

Buble may still far for being the best Jazz or vocal singer, but he is a young and potential singer. He might not be the best but he is on the way to there. Who knows he wouldn't made him an Icon for jazz?

This is the end for introduction of Michael Buble. (Jazz and Blues)

Selection of entertainment: <<美味关系>>(SWEET RELATIONSHIP)

Life can't go on without entertainment, today the first one came as my selection of entertainment is a tv series : <<美味关系>>(SWEET RELATIONSHIP). You can now catch up this show @ 8TV weekdays 7.00pm.

I'm not a fan of F4 or Zai Zai. But I can't deny that he really act well in this show. A cool genius chief, he really played the role well. Other than the main actress, Hou Pei Chen. I couldn't really find anything bad about this this show. It's based on a Japanese Comic. A story constructed around a genius chief who is cool to everyone because of his family background. This why I recommend this show.

A boy had been left by parents in restaurant then the parents went to suicide leaving a six years old kid behind in a restaurant. It's bring up a lesson that parents might really think they want to leave for child's own good, but what'll happen to the child? Bring along the promise "Wait here. We'll be back." living in this world? Or let him live in this world with that type of everyone will cheat attitude? What'll happened to the child if no one take care him. This totally remind parents to think before taken any action. This the moral lesson I got from this series so far. It's a nice show with beautiful food, nice faces f actors and actress. Not a bad choice for an entertainment.

Addition notes: Tragedies involved parents suicide leaving child behind or parents killing children then commit suicide often happens, mainly because they owe money or problem between the relationship. One of the serious tragedy happened 3 years ago when a father killed 3 children and the commit suicide. One of the victim in this case was study in CHS.

The New Chapter of My Life: Welcome to My Rock World 摇滚世界

Been owned few blogs. If blogging will be taxed, I'll have to pay a lot. So, I decided to move all in one. Using this theme "Welcome to My Rock World 摇滚世界", is signified the back of my spirit. After stopped to blog for a long time, never contact anyone in holidays. I had focussed on finding myself back. I really changed a lot and now I found my spirit back. I had been crawling in the ice cave so long, being so cool to everyone. Now the spirit is unleashed. I'm back with the rock spirit. I'm gonna rock your world. This blog is restricted to those who I think they are true and my friends that can come into my world. Ready to be rocked!!!

不得不承认我把自己封锁了很久, 忘了热情是什么, 离梦想远了, 少了朋友, 多了寂寞. 现在我的灵魂被解放了, 听见了自己的心跳, 那种实在的感觉回来了! 我的热情回来了. 冰封已久的能量要释放了. 准备吧! 我带着摇滚不死的精神回来了, 我会感染你们. 摇滚万岁!!!

P/s: This will not be an emo blog anymore. You'll only find the passion and the gay side of life(erm...Should I replace it with happy and bright,anything it means rock!!!).