Fast Food Love

Fast Food Love means relationship and couple that build up quickly and end up quickly as well. I don’t know whether it’s good or not. But for me, it’s totally not something good. I’m totally a victim for this *grin* grin* or should I *sob*sob*. Ok. My longest relationship doesn’t more than 3 months. And the fastest build up of the relationship took only few days. It’s like 1^st day I know you. Second day sms me. 3^rd day, we been together. Ok. At last it ends up fast also lah. Actually from the starting, I didn’t feel anything bad about this. It’s just easy come and easy go. Until that day, I read her blog. Found some of her old things and realized how suffered are she. It’s like she keep thinking whether I cheated her or she did something wrong until I was like dump her alone. I felt bad. When reading I realized how much problems had she faced, but as someone that should stay beside her supports her, I didn’t. It’s like just so irresponsible. Although I didn’t cheated anyone, didn’t step more than one boat, but when leaving her alone facing all problems alone, isn’t it is worse than stepping more than one boat (at least she get the concern)? Sometimes, I do want to say a sorry. But I had no guts to do that. At last finally dare to msn her. It’s like we been friend again since so long time ago. She had forgiven me. When I asked her am I bad. She said no, not really. Then we chat about our life now. She felt surprised when I told her I had been blank for 1 year plus while she had 2 boyfriends for this period. Finally drop down one of the stone in my heart. There’s still another one to go. Sometimes I do think what happened if I never accept that. Never ever try fast food love again.